A physical challenge ahead…

October 4, 2011 at 1:44 pm (Uncategorized) (, , , , , )

I have a new, fun challenge ahead of me.

In a month-and-a-bit, I will be spending the weekend away with the Warrior and some mutual friends, reading through and acting out scripts of a certain tv series of which I am very fond.

I shall be playing an exceedingly active, athletic character, who has a great of fighting to do. She’s also US American and I’m, well, not.

Acting is something that’s hugely important to me, and these play-readings are a uniquely accessible way for me to get to do it, without the long rehearsal and performance process of stage acting (as an amateur or otherwise) that has generally proven destructive for my health. Over the last 2-3 years, however, my acting has been weaker than it used to be. Less emotionally engaged, less nuanced – just… well, less. And it would be very good for me to be able to redeem myself at this weekend.

So, I have the acting to work on. And I have the accent to work on, at least to get it to a point where it’s not actively painful for the one American person who’s going to be there!

And, perhaps above all, I need to work physically, to get myself to a stage both where I can deliver the kind of performance I want to, and not find myself utterly wrecked after the weekend.

There’s a limit to what I’ll be able to do – I’m disabled, dyspraxic and funny-jointed. But with gentle, firm, sensible dedication, I think I can get myself at least a bit more flexible, focused and fit before mid-November.

So! I think that means daily yoga, a little bit of weight-training at least a couple of times a week, walking when I feel up to it, and getting plenty of rest. Plus persuading the Warrior and the Magician to give me massages! I shall also practise the jabs, crosses and little bit of kicking that I learned during an abortive attempt to learn kickboxing a few years ago.

If any of you have other suggestions, I should be very glad to hear them!

I am also wondering whether I can bring in the Magician to help me with this. Even more so having watched this glorious clip from a video by Dreams of Spanking. Real, consensual, loving discipline and D/S from two singularly gorgeous performers. I am entirely endeared, and looking forward very much to the full video! And in the meantime, yes. If the Magician and I are both up for it, some motivational discipline from him could be just what I need.

And oh my am I happy that this is an option after all I’ve been going through. Hooray for healing. šŸ™‚


  1. Quai Disciplines said,

    Best of luck to you on your challenge (unless you subscribe to the theater superstition and you’d rather I said “break a leg”). As a dominant, whose submissive/wife is partially disabled with FMS and other related syndromes, I want to be as encouraging and supportive as I can be to those of you who are challenging yourselves and continuing to embrace life as you love it.

    • motleywanderer said,

      Thank you!

      Despite being quite a thesp in many ways, I’m exceedingly lax at theatre superstitions, so “good luck” does very well. šŸ™‚

      Much empathy to your submissive/wife. I do find it interesting how many disabled kinksters there are – doms, subs and switches! My Magician is also disabled, albeit in different ways to me. (My Warrior is invariably in fine rude health, although usually tired from working too hard!)

      I want to be as encouraging and supportive as I can be to those of you who are challenging yourselves and continuing to embrace life as you love it.

      Oh, yay for you. That is a very good thing to be. And is always welcome here. šŸ™‚

  2. Pandora Blake said,

    Aha! Hope that the tracking stuff helps with this, and very very pleased to see you with a bit more energy at the moment, long may it last šŸ™‚

    • motleywanderer said,

      Thank you, lovely! The tracking stuff is *great*, and thank you for that too! Though I’m having to make sure I don’t get competitive, as I can’t keep up with anyone I’m following at present. šŸ˜‰

      The energy’s been a bit lower over the last week or so, but I’ve been able to carry on doing little bits, as you may have observed. And in some ways that’s extra comforting. The additional muscle tone is already noticeable which is fantastic. šŸ™‚

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